Missing him

“Missing someone who is never you realize that he’s really meaningful is annoying.’’

          I’ve never guessed  that I’ll feel the feeling. It’s true, now I’m feeling it and I feel bad. I’ve never thought that he is meaningful enough in my life. Yes, it’s him, my friend whom has ununderstandable mindset. Sometimes I wonder with his mind. It’s so absurd. But today, I can understand his mind just now. What he said has deep meaning.

          Now, I’m late to plead for him stay here. I lose him. He’s moved far away without said to me “good bye” before. Communicating him is not easy anymore. Wishing he were at my door. I’d open up and he would say: “Hi! I’m back.”